I am scared senseless right now, but at the same time I am relieved.
Yesterday I was at a doctor's appointment to check up on my eyes. They are running their own show, but doing it nicely so thats good. But he seemed surprised to hear that I hadn't been through a pre-surgery examination yet and that the appointment I had for said appointment wasn't until the 16th of November. (my thyroid had grown agian) So he said that he would talk to the surgeons and have them move the surgery forward... I thought that it might just be a few days were were talking about here and that I would recive a letter to go to an examination on like the 13th of November instead.
No... that didn't happen. I was woken up this morning by a doctor asking me to come to the examination tomorrow, the 31st and that they have booked me for surgery the 9th of November. As in next Friday. As in, very very soon!
I threw a fit, phone my mum - who is a super hero again and is ordering her flight ticket right now. I love her so much! - threw another fit, ate, then dad phoned and cheered me up with his adorable lack of knowlegde on computers and how proud he was to have downloaded Skype on his new computer and then I phoned my sister. I love my family. Both my brothers also asked if they should come over. Buuh then I cried and now I'm writing a blog entry to vent!
So yes, I am scared. I will probably be weird and moody for 10 days and freak out every once in a while. But I am also happy and relived to finally have a date on this thing. I am happy that my doctor takes me seriously and seems to understand what I'm going through. I can't wait to be done with this whole metabolism thing, I know there will still be a few more months, maybe a year, before things go back to normal, but the biggest step will soon be taken! Dun dun duuun!
Shotest entry I ever wrote! Yes!